i do be evil sometimes tho
Debian is Debian!
i hope our names touch on the watch list <3
hahahahaahahahaha
I wanna put something deep here
But there’s nothing to really say
I’m pushing through until the pale horse catches up with me again and one day I will not outrun it
Ya bitch is tired
But for now powering on through
i want a scythe
me irl
why do I feel like nothing is changing and everything is different?????
do not ask about the noises pls
do not ask about the noises pls
:]
The eternal cycle of meds
I like when meds make me feel good even if I’m bad at taking them sometimes but I still don’t rly trust them like why do I take you and feel bleh and depression nap for a week and then miss 2-3 doses and feel great but not while taking them
I get it won’t last and should stick to the meds and I will however badly but why can’t I just lock into a high state and stay there without going supernova or some other dumb stuff yk?
It genuinely makes me want to kms but like kinda stuck in a loop here either way rn
meds work 
miss meds
feel great
feel great and wanna die
reset and repeat