everything is heavy
lately even good things are heavy and I’m so numb to
the bad things just fly by at lightspeed masked through the apathetic laughs
i can physically feel the weight of my own existence
the force of gravity pulling me gently back to the earth
i know i can‘t go but i will always be tempted
i’d still win lowkey
I PEEEEEEEEEE ADRESSSSSS
I like using this place to vent
I sometimes feel I’ve exhausted friends, family and other resources and this is a good place ig
I don’t think it really makes much difference but I’m gonna keep screaming it at nothing
wen day
I hate Windows
can’t even tell how I feel anymore
Everything is just heavy and I’m tired but I don’t care
IS this just the sedation from the new meds or is this me adjusting to normal levels of energy?? Or am I hitting depressive lows and we’re going full circle???
i do be evil sometimes tho
