sadposting – Cadenza

I like using this place to vent

Posted on May 14, 2026May 14, 2026 by Cadenza

I sometimes feel I’ve exhausted friends, family and other resources and this is a good place ig

I don’t think it really makes much difference but I’m gonna keep screaming it at nothing

can’t even tell how I feel anymore

Posted on May 14, 2026 by Cadenza

Everything is just heavy and I’m tired but I don’t care

IS this just the sedation from the new meds or is this me adjusting to normal levels of energy?? Or am I hitting depressive lows and we’re going full circle???

hahahahaahahahaha

Posted on May 9, 2026May 13, 2026 by Cadenza

I wanna put something deep here

Posted on May 9, 2026May 13, 2026 by Cadenza

But there’s nothing to really say

I’m pushing through until the pale horse catches up with me again and one day I will not outrun it

Ya bitch is tired

But for now powering on through

why do I feel like nothing is changing and everything is different?????

Posted on May 6, 2026May 13, 2026 by Cadenza

do not ask about the noises pls

The eternal cycle of meds

Posted on March 29, 2026May 13, 2026 by Cadenza

I like when meds make me feel good even if I’m bad at taking them sometimes but I still don’t rly trust them like why do I take you and feel bleh and depression nap for a week and then miss 2-3 doses and feel great but not while taking them

I get it won’t last and should stick to the meds and I will however badly but why can’t I just lock into a high state and stay there without going supernova or some other dumb stuff yk?

It genuinely makes me want to kms but like kinda stuck in a loop here either way rn

meds work