why am I like this
I can’t tell if I don’t feel real or if everything else doesn’t feel real rn
I just want to keep the vibes up ://
Category: sadposting
About sadposting
this has been the vibe lately
That familiar feeling of sinking
I can’t seem to get away from the gravity of this void. It pulls and it keeps pulling and sometimes I manage to forget it’s there for a while but I always end up being pulled back under the collapsing soil.
I don’t wanna be alone and isolated forever
But it’s all I know and every-time I think about any potential path out I’m weighed down by endless reasons why it’s better this way
I want love and physical connections (not just sexual) and the lack of that is killing me
I want friends that actually exist around me and not just thousands of miles away
But I think it’s better off this way tbh
oops
Time is a really difficult thing as of late ngl
Nothing feels real and I’m tired of talking to people about it bc what can they do anyway
There is no salvation to be had yet I will never stop craving it
