loneliness – Cadenza

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

why am I like this

I can’t tell if I don’t feel real or if everything else doesn’t feel real rn

I just want to keep the vibes up ://

But it’s all I know and every-time I think about any potential path out I’m weighed down by endless reasons why it’s better this way

I want love and physical connections (not just sexual) and the lack of that is killing me

I want friends that actually exist around me and not just thousands of miles away

But I think it’s better off this way tbh