I DO BE DA PROBLEM
Author: Cadenza
The windows are open and the sun is shining again :)
It’s been a hell of a few weeks and not to jinx it but other than running on 2 hours of sleep I feel like the sun is back and everything is good?
Are the meds finally doing their thing? Is the lithium actually working? or am I just zooming all over again ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
meow :3
That familiar feeling of sinking
I can’t seem to get away from the gravity of this void. It pulls and it keeps pulling and sometimes I manage to forget it’s there for a while but I always end up being pulled back under the collapsing soil.
BLOWN TO SMITHEREENS
Hello Eurofags
When did it become a bad thing to love everyone?
At what point did pushing for a better world and loving everyone regardless of the current state we find ourselves in become a bad thing?
I don’t wanna be alone and isolated forever
But it’s all I know and every-time I think about any potential path out I’m weighed down by endless reasons why it’s better this way
I want love and physical connections (not just sexual) and the lack of that is killing me
I want friends that actually exist around me and not just thousands of miles away
But I think it’s better off this way tbh
oops
Time is a really difficult thing as of late ngl
Nothing feels real and I’m tired of talking to people about it bc what can they do anyway